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Dear brother,
I'm confused about everything.
As my memory I was keeping myself under fear, doubt,strain always.. I was not sure what to do or not. I was borned as poor and so that feeling guilt about it.
I'm artistic in the way am I and working as an art teacher;send out of the job recently!!
I want to be a successful artist..
But I'm not confident.
The family is depending upon me now.. we don't have money...
But baba is keeping me always secured..safe.I can feel it.
But I am filled with all the vices rather than virtues.
I'm wishing for money from lottery couldn't find any other way and want to pursue the career
But feeling always doesn't know anything else..
not so courageous doesn't have the feeling that I am worth for anything especially, for Baba's sewa.
Can't do the yoga well and feel my soul stage ..anything..
What to do..I don't want to live like this.. being nothing..
When I heard baba said free from your vaibhav.... everything....
feeling I can't do anything else..
Please help me..
I couldn't do the yoga well..
I'm waiting for the reply
Dear brother,
There is no need to be confused about anything. As Baba says "Nischay buddhi Vijyanti and Sanshay budhi vinashyanti." Now listen to me carefully, you first have to detach yourself from your present circumstances, your current frame of mind, basically everything that makes you negative. We all know that we become what we think...It is thought that precedes word and action. You are separate from your mind, you are the master of your mind. The current situation notwithstanding, concentrate on your strength and qualities. What a wonderful talent you have as an artist and on top of that you have recognized the God of all Gods. There is no need to let your mind be pulled down with wasteful negative thoughts. These thoughts come out of your belief system and old sanskars. Now you have to destroy the old sanskars with trying to connect to God in a soul-conscious state. Yes, it is easier said than done. We are all trying to do that and we will emerge victorious as long as we keep Baba with us and fight the storms of Maya (which is nothing but weakness, depression, vices and negativity). As souls we are all Sita's in the captivity of Ravana/Maya and we have to constantly be in union with Shiv Baba (the Nirakari Ram). In the end, we will emerge victorious. Hope this helps you and all who go through this answer. Om Shanti, Mera BABA, MEETHA BABA...PYARA BABA.....
From Confusion to Conclusion
Dear Divine brother,
If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change....Your perception is your mentality. Mentality is nothing but perceived reality. You can look at the following link for a better understanding. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GA33IpCyq-s : How to train your mind - Life experience by Aditi Singhal at SIR-12 conference (2018) by SpARC wing
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I'm really happy and thankful for this reply..
It's true the negativity disturbing me always..emotionally,mentally and physically..
Yesterday I behaved really hard with my aunt; about spirtualism.. I was so cruel while doing it..
From then on I am feeling that I don't deserve to be the child of Baba..
Not belong to him...
Yes sister you're true.. my sanskar.. I couldn't get out of it.. it's so hard..
Whenever I am trying to figure it out it's getting worse.. and started to believe "you can't,.. you are not meant for it...looser.. in front of God himself!!...no hope... No chance... No change.." it leads me always...
But, sister thanks for your loving and healing words.. I will try again.